Love Story..

Love is story,
Story about both of us.

One fine day, I met someone coincidencely.
I wouldn't know that someday he will be so special to me..
I think that he was just a stranger who lost in the middle of the forest,
And I was a poor girl who lived in a cottage alone..
That time, I was so lonely !
I wonder if there will be a guy who will stop by and help me..
But...
Its just a fake hope !
That makes me waiting and still waiting all over again..
And now I'm tired of waiting !
My faith was fading !

Just then I met someone,
He is just a simple guy who likes to do whatever he wants..
He always make me smile !
My whole life change in a blink of eye..
Who knows, a poor girl would fall in alone with a prince?!
A crown prince !
Maybe its just a fairy tale..
But..
I want it that way..
So that I will not wake up from that fairy tale's dream !
And face the reality !

Day after day, time passed away.
My life is still living in that fairy tale's dream..
Until..
One day the crown prince meet with a beautiful princess !
They loved each other !
The crown prince risk his whole life for the princess..
By then, the crown prince starts to ignore me !
Maybe its hurt, but..
What can i do to get the crown prince back?!
I was a poor girl !
By that time, I knows that I'm not for him !
I'm not deserve to get his attention or even his love !
Because I was still a poor lonely girl !

I still remembered that summer day,
You came into my life and change it !
For what I know is, you are just a sick stranger who lost and need help from me..
I help you cure your wounds !
But..
I was afraid that after your wounds was cured,
You will left this place and forget me !
So, I'd do anything and everything to make you stay..
Its only last for a few days..
After that, you left me and I'll be forgotten for forever !
You once said to me,
"If you love someone, hold him tight and never let him go ! But if you let him go, he will not come back and you will regret it for your whole life"
Now..
I feel regret for letting you go,
Maybe you are not as better as a crown prince that can give me anything and everything !
But..
You give me something precious in my life..
It's our memories !

Time passed to fast,
I'm still with our old memories !
Until..
My heart can't take it anymore !
Its too hurt !
Everyday tears accompany my sleep !
Everyday your face become my nightmare in my dream !
Everyday I hope that I will forget you and I'll never know you before !

Dear Allah, why this feeling doesn't fade away?
Why his face in my dreams every night?
Why I still can't forget this love story?
Why he can moved on without me but I can't?
Everyday I think about him until my tears are gone !
Until my heart feel very down !
I don't want to get weak !

Dear Allah, give me support to get up again..
Give me strength to keep me strong..

So, for this heart,
Stop loving,
Stop hoping,
Stop hurting,
Just make it stop for whatever you doing right now !
Don't do anything anymore !

Your love story was finished !
You never know that crown,
You never know that sick stranger,
What you know is you help them learnt to fall in love !
After they learnt it, they left you !

Love is like a sweet !
It tastes sweet and sour..
Love is like a bitter gourd !
It tastes bitter..

Some say,
It hurt to wait for someone..
Some say,
It painful to forget someone..
But..
The worst pain comes,
When you don't know whether to wait or forget..

Isn't it weird, how people just leave?
Like one day,
They are there,
Talking to you,
Caring about you,
And the next day, everything stopped !
They continue with their life and forget you,
Its like they don't know you or never meet you before !
Its weird how you left,
And acted like everything was okay,
And your life is perfectly fine,
Without me..

One smile, can start a friendship..
One word, can end a fight..
One look, can save a relationship..
One person, can change your life..

Maybe you're moved on now,
But..
I'm still standing there,
Not moving,
Just waiting for you !
If you're still ignore me,
And I got tired waiting for you,
If my legs are shaking,
And my tears is dropping again,
I will force my trembling legs to move forward !
Even just for one step !
I will still keep moving !
And when I start moving,
I won't look back again !
And for that moments, I will stop loving you !
But if you're regret for leaving me,
I will never get back to you even for once moment in my life !

Its scary to find someone that makes you happy,
You start giving them all your attention,
Because they make you forget everything bad in life..
They're the first person you want to talk in the morning,
And the lasts before you sleep..
It all sounds great to have that someone,
But..
Its scary to think about how easily they could leave,
And take the happiness away too,
When they go..

For your information, dear stranger..
One I fall for you,
My loyalty is for you !
But..
Once I stop fall for you,
My neglectly is for you !

Dear stranger,
When you start leaving me,
Please take away your memories that you left,
Please take away your happiness that you give,
Please take away your love that you fake,
Please take away your caring that you lie,
Please take away everything that you ever give to me,
I don't want to remember a thing about you !
You and I never know each other !
We are stranger !

                                                                                                   Khamis (5/9/13 , 9:24 mlm)
                                                                                                   Nukilan khas : Syahirah Iera